I’m not all that interesting.

Hi, I’m Jessica. I’m 17 years old and I live in a town so small you probably never even heard of it if you weren’t from New Jersey. I wish I was anywhere but here everything just gets so boring after awhile. I don’t have many friends, but honestly I’m better off. I have about four people I actually trust. I’m shy and quite, I don’t talk to many people. I’m scared to trust, every time I trust someone they give me a reason why I shouldn’t. I wonder what it’s like to be breathtakingly beautiful, I see beauty in everything, but me. I get jealous easily, I’m stubborn as hell, I say sorry way to much. I act like I don’t give a fuck because I care too much. I over analyze the smallest things and probably come off as a bitch to guard myself. I’m extremely insecure. I think I’m over weight and I would do anything to lose weight, but it doesn’t help when all of my friends are skinnier then me. Which just makes me feel fatter. I want to go somewhere where no one knows my name and just start over. I always seem to push away the people that mean the most to me and then I regret it. I live in the past way too much and I can’t stand the thought of my future. I’m terrified to grow up. I always seem to screw up the good things in my life. I’ve learned that promises are never kept, people don’t change and nothing lasts forever. Talk to me, I’m always here to listen. Message me/ask me anything. I’ll always answer.